im just broke up

I, never ever thought I'd break down like this
I've been trying a long since that day
When you threw all the words that you've had in someone new

Tell me why
Why would you go waste a man like me
I had things I prepared just for you
But you left me behind

You said that I'll be fine
I guess you lie

Yeah well you said "I miss you" you know
I'd be like

I, told you I don't give a single damn
Having fun now with my friends at my place
I'm done with my phase as a heartbroken man

Darling I'm enjoying every single little thing
But I won't lie that I've been through lotta stuffs
Yeah it sucks
But it's fine, I'm okay
Maybe not

Things come to an end like TV shows
This just might be our last episode
Things come to an end like TV shows
We could still be friends
But I got to go

I, Still go through our pictures on my phone
I don't have the guts to delete them all
It takes time to move on
Day by day, night by night

Darling why how did we end up in such a place
Why am I the only one getting hurt
Yeah you don't seem to care
Lost myself in despair
Guess that's just the way it goes

Undead by Aji Brawijaya

 How to tell you bout this painful
Too many things i get careful
But then where i go
To fil this fckin empty soul

What must i do for?
To keep you not so far
And i dont know why?
How much i feel unconfident

Reff :

Maybe just you, thats only you
Who can deal with all my worst
And be my band-aids for cure as far
I just cant feel you anymore
Maybe, i'll be wait to next door
Dreamin about to be together
Hope this love my last

What must i expect?
about this shitty mind
How to get away this way
When i tired be a wise man

Please tell me the truth
bout your feelings
couse i feel so empty
feel so un-worthy

Reff :

Maybe just you, thats only you
Who can deal with all my worst
And be my band-aids for cure
I just cant feel you anymore
Maybe, i'll be wait to next door
Dreamin about to be together
Hope this love my last.

And I know someday, you'll miss my kind
you'll miss our times
you'll miss me
you'll miss me...
hope you'll miss me......

Shadow

Its like a blurry glasses,

That i meaning less,

And i might to be a ghost,

That maybe for the worst.

Tell the umbrella to hide,

Cz the rainbow has com'in,

So do i my dear,

Come to me if the rain falling down.

Time flies,

But i get it all my flaws.

A shadow is always silent,

In a happy times & pain.

Sometimes i tend to wonder,

Is a shadow really shy,

In light it hides behind us,

Now i know the reason why.

Everyone has a shadow,

Every being or thing,

A dark replicating sketch

That always tends to cling.