I HATE MY SELF

I hate my self, my brain's useless when my hearts was broke. i keep your name and i follow your way till my legs breaking up, no matter what happen to me, im still gave the light on this darkness room.

I hate my self, she was love you, but now hate you like you hate yourself. when i lost my daily life, sadness and being lonely.

I hate my self, when i text to you, you just make me down in every reply. and looks? im still hold my phone and smiling, but still with hard breath.

I hate my self, when i want to cry but i just cant to show everyone that i fall. Tryin is my gate to me, hope everythings outside the gate is'nt bad things or good things, but about struggle.

I hate my self, when some girl outside there laughing me now and talk to me "do you feel what i feel was? now your new ex do the same what you do to me HAHA" im hopeless.

I hate my self, made some drama on my own. Cryin on this fckin blog, hope she read this? No, dont too far, dont to be stupid! Who you are dude? Trash.

Fuck me.